...It's Been Awhile....

I'm BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAACK

Gosh, Do I have so much to ramble about!?!?!?

Get Ready, I'll Post A Book Soon!!!

;)

Attempting To Eliminate The Chaos

Kaylie Hope

 18 Months Old

My Lil Piece Of Heaven

For as far back as I can remember I dreamed of being a Mother. I dreamed of my first born being a precious baby girl. I longed to have a little one running around yelling "Mommy, Mommy!" 18 months ago God blessed me with a precious baby girl - just as I had dreamed, wished, and prayed for, for at least 10 years.

The past 18 months have been complete CHAOS!!!! Everything from moving, to breakdowns, to feeling completely hopeless, to temper-tantrums, to laughs, giggles, smiles, to the happiest moments of my life. Being a parent is anything but easy, but it is oh so rewarding!

I am by far the perfect parent, and trust me I know I have a lot to learn ~ especially on how to control my frustration when my Princess is throwing her tantrums, which involve hitting && kicking me. It's so challenging to control my frustration because I just want to; AhHhHhHhHhHhHhHhHhHhHhHhHhHhHhHhHhHhHh!!!!!!!!

~*~

Then There Is...

Noah William  

8 years old

The past 4 years have been a challenge with him, but I have watched him grow not only physically, emotionally, educationally, and mentally. We have come a long way today, and while at times I get frustrated because with the age comes to ALWAYS having something to say - aka Arguing ... buuuuut. one day at a time, right?!

Noah has taught me a different type of love...a love that I never imagined being able to experience...through the smiles, laughs, tears, screams, and everything else - he has taught me patience; however, I need to learn a different type of patience for Kaylie! 

~*~

I Love My Kids With All My Heart ~ and while some might say or believe that I love one more then the other, i try my hardest to show my love to both - equally. I have two different kids, two different ages, two different types of behavior.....which means I need two different types of discipline that works for them.

My hope is to try and eliminate the complete chaos in my parenting skills at the moment, but I know I can't eliminate it completely because with children comes CHAOS!

~*~

t.n.t.
<3 kay <3

...Adult Beverages && My Thoughts...

OMG....

These Were So Freakin Good!

And after the day I had, they were MUCH NEEDED also!

~*~

This pretty much sums up my take on everything that went down today! 

My opinion is better just kept inside my head! :)

~*~

On ANOTHER note....

Isn't ^ That Just Completely Adorable!! :)

LOVE THEM!

~*~

And Last But Not Least....

t.n.t.

<3 Kay <3

I'll Be Back Soon!!!!

Until I Return My Page Will Temporarily Be....

...It's Been Awhile...

Phew, it sure has been awhile since I wrote on here, but it's not like I have any faithful readers except myself, lol.

A lot has happened since I last wrote, for starters I moved over 600 miles away - CULTURE SHOCK!
(but in a good way!)

The weather is beautiful here, and everyone is so friendly (minus the occasional racist stare or like today this white lady @ the library saw we were in line and seriously just walked right in-front of Will) but we take it with a grain of salt.

So much family here, and I <3 it so much!

Granite - I miss my family more then anyone can understand....

...I will never make my Princess feel the way my immediate family has made me feel...

...just saying...

(no pity party wanted, just stating fact)

I just try to focus on the present and the future for the family I have created because at the end of the day they are the ones by my side.

I will update more tomorrow, 6am will be here in the blink of an eye.

t.n.t.

<3 Kay <3

 

Our Past Is What Makes Us!

After 25 loooooooooooooooooooong Days,

My Babes is coming home tonight! (well i'm going to pick him up!)

In less then 4 hours, he will be all mine again!

 I was ALWAYS the girl saying, "I will never tattoo a mans name on me," HAHA! 

Well, I did it and I love it! :)

Not sure why I love it so much, maybe it's because despite all we've been through we're still going strong!

Time to get the kiddos together and decorate their Valentines Day cake. :)

t.n.t.

~kj~

*R.I.P. Beautiful Children - Rest Easy In Your Father's Arm's

 My heart is heavy.
My heart hurts.
My heart is broken.

I cannot nor do I want to even imagine the pain these parents felt when they were told that their baby didn't make it out...These beautiful children will not experience life to the fullest because it was ripped out from under their feet.

As I Read About & Look At Pictures Of The Shooting & The Children's Lives That Were Taken My Eyes Fill With Tears Nd My Heart Hurts For Them & Their Families. These Beautiful Children Will Not Get Another Christmas, Another Hug & Kiss From Loved Ones, They Won't See Tomorrow Let Alone Next Year And We Complain About Hardships & Pointless Crap!? Instead Of Complaining We Need To Be Thanking God For Allowing Us To Wake Up In The Morning!!! As I Pray For Peace I Am Also Thanking God For My Precious Daughter ~ Needless To Say She Will Be Home-schooled! *R.I.P. Beautiful Children - Rest Easy In Your Father's Arm's! ♥

t.n.t.

<3 kay <3